I remember the name Azure Eyes from the AS days. I have been touched by your story and I am always amazed at the willingness of people to reach out to others in need. I too, will do the same. In the meantime, there is a Jabez Prayer that I pray often. I will pray it for you. "Oh, that You would bless them indeed, and enlarge their territory, that Your hand would be with them, and that You would keep them from evil, that they may not cause pain!"
(I Chronicles 4:10) I also pray that the Names of Jehovah: Shalom, Shireh, and Rapha will give you peace, provision and healing.