I can Still hear Her , an echo of her soul ,she was just not just a season in my life , but the only seasoning in my life ,without her bland , dull ,dark ,lifeless ,as she took her last breath ,my heart stopped beating also , my body struggle to breath , as my soul wants to leave , my faith died ,I am nailed to the cross of despair ,I have laid down my weapons ,for this is something I have to die for , if I ever to reunite with my love ,strange how one place of heaven and paradise can quickly turn to hell and hades , but those places are just a surrounding ,what made all those places was her , I could be in hell but with her it would be heaven , I could be in heaven but without her its hell , The only place to be is in love for that takes you everywhere and now my love has died and you know what so have I .She always told me she would take me with her