Ive been coming to my daughters house 3 or 4 cities away to keep up and the computer that was promised is now coming monday. On top of that I forgot my glasses.
I have eveerything I need to be involved but that xxxxx
computer better come fast.

I have made a few decisions in my life just recently. My old boyfriend came desperately needing a place to stay so Im letting him.

this in not what I wanted but when I was in need a few years alo he didnt let me down so...
As long as he doesn't pull the possession thing and act like were married again, which we never were except in his mind.

WHERE'S THE HORSECHICKS OF THE APPOCOLYPSE WHEN YOU NEED THEM. (GIGGLE)

Well ive changed so much in the two years he was gone and I think he not only see's it but senses it all well.

I leave my house and travel just to stay involved.
It should be over soon. Then I can worry about the broken washing machine. Fun Huh? I welcomed a few newcomers 2 days ago and typed a short story--almost a childrens story--With magic and fairies and bunnies and a poor girl disfigured by a terrible fire. I HAVE TO HAVE A CREATIVE OUTLET FOR THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD.

I just ran into links about his death. Although I didnt know him yet, I had a new personna in Rome and I may have met him eventually. I've had a therapist for years since my husband died and my children all are disabled. I'm home most of the time taking care of my oldest son who has muscular distrophy. My dr. is always concerned that I have no friends and am pretty isolated. I tell him I have plenty of friends here and this is where I spend my free time. When I check the com pannel to see who's on I picture your personnas and between that and the grams and conversations, some being quite silly,I feel I know many of you. There is an energy (Aura) that goes out and a vibratory tranportation of thoughts and feelings. The connection becomes more than the computer. Well, I guess what I need to say is I hope you all remain healthy and well because it would affect me deeply to loose you. You've become family.