Cail's mish-mash of thoughts, poetry, studies and whatnot.
February 9, 2008
gonna be a long weekend
Posted at 18:00 EST
my guy is working out of town till who knows when (maybe Tuesday) so the place is super quiet. *eek* definitely not something I'm used to...and I don't even have my kitties to keep me company since they are still in Texas. *sobs*
but I've been keeping busy with my crochet projects, some other creative thingies, semi-watching HBO movies on the tube, reading The Quest by Wilbur Smith (a historical fiction novel set in Egypt), and reading the involved and passionate discussion 'bout fests. ;)
got my new blog up to yik-yak 'bout my projects: The Pink Parlour ... as if I needed another place online to mess with *lol*!!
still gotta deal with coding my online store, which I hope to have up some time next week (waiting on my re-sale tax id --- arg! bureaucracy!).
btw, check out the new Mercedes Benz SCL600....lordy, lordy...I'd wreck that thing the minute I got behind the wheel *grin*!
January 25, 2008
the scriba emeritus thingee
Posted at 15:00 EST
which is something I can't figure out. heck, I can't even figure out who is a current scribe. the whole hidden persona thingee. i'm old. my brain ability for remembering that stuff is nil. *lol*
so...I can't figure who is a recycled scribe, who is an actual new scribe, who even wants to be a new suffering scribe. who the Hades is who. ya, who is a true SE. who is a true unique scribe.
let's face it. AW is full of the same ole folks in differing disguises. I'm actually shocked any time a "REAL" new person signs up and sticks around. and keeps posting *gasp*. oh, and ends up a scribe.
nothing wrong with calling a spade a spade. one really needs to learn to wade past the AW illusions. ;)
~Caily----the random anarchist
sanctuary update...
Posted at 13:00 EST
the mad, zany, wispy, here-and-then gone ole Caily has spent the day updating her domus....so please stop in for a visit...and may all the stars bringest thou love and inmost peace.
break out from thine box, and set thine self free...the moment is Now.
Love is in the air, in you........
November 3, 2007
the wheel turns
Posted at 02:00 EST
ever
now
the poet with words shorn
the angel with wings clipped
the hope dying in each death
my father walked into the house
last night
knew it wasn't real
he was dead, dead
dead to us here
still he walked
and I warded
because it was so hard
so full of silver tears
so full of Love
so full
and so empty
Samhain
that time of year
now
an endless now
we are so torn
so broken
so alive
I want some soft hand
to cover my lips
silence all of me
silence us
a wind crossed me
and i sighed
in silence
the memories
will not rest in dead silence.
~Cail
November 2, 2007
American kids, dumber than dirt
Posted at 12:00 EST
a rather sobering and provoking article by Mark Morford sent on an e-list I belong to:
*trying to imagine not knowing how to use a ruler!*
October 31, 2007
in remembrance
Posted at 21:00 EST
of one loved dearly
one missed deeply
an exquisite father
a man of honor and joy
passed into mists for so long now
memories bright and bold
etched in gold
as he was, as he is, eternal
the death in one terrible moment
on that harsh highway
in one instant in time gone
the tears that shone then
shine now
the remembering
the holding close
the love that did not
die
when he did
never forgotten, never faded
this beloved father of myne
bright the spirit, bold the eternal love.
~Cail (c) 10/31/07
October 29, 2007
omg! Aelfy is my twin!
Posted at 18:00 EST
I never knew it...but her life sounds 'bout like mine...the fam ties, the chaos, the end-of-yer-scribalhood-days-in-a-funk-burnt-out days.
okies, I don't feel so very terribly guilty now. *laughs*
Aelfy, let's go have lots of bowls of kash and celebrate something. *grin*
October 27, 2007
Vacation
Posted at 17:00 EST
yes! I am finally taking a vacation from work after 'bout a year and half of working my proverbial tush off. only one more thing to do for the week: attend the store meeting from 6 am to 8 am Sunday morning. then off till 11/5.
crikey, hope the department doesn't fall apart while I'm gone. *sigh* my guys better keep up with things or heads are gonna roll! *lol* needless to say, being the only woman in the department and the head of it, I'm the only one that really cares how good it looks and how CLEAN it is. (tis a given that the paint department in a Home Depot is usually a mess)
no clue what I'm gonna do with the break...be creative, be lazy, sleep in, get my body flows back in line with the real world, write some poetry, eat without rushing, dream without worrying 'bout the alarm clock going off.
ahhhhhhhhh! vacation!!!!! something I've not done for years! :)
October 17, 2007
aside from enjoying GF
Posted at 01:00 EST
its just so nice to come home to the Sanctuary after participating in GF and working too hard at HD, then get to listen to Soulwire. :) and his new cd is out, so gotta order that. I do so admire talented composers/musicians. how do they do that? :)...time to get some rest before work tomorrow again!
September 18, 2007
other more important things
Posted at 16:30 EST
than AW politics..........hehe *s*
God breathed in
and the moment poised
upon a great precipice of Love
Breathing out
all things were
are
will be
