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* Caileadair Morna
wanderings through the cosmos of the mind, heart and soul....as above, so below....enter the Void.
April 26 , 2008
*grrr* Posted at 19:00 EST
nothing like hitting Hialeah, FL for work and the next day coming down with some throat illness *ugh* that has badgered and burdened me all week. Talk about major pain! hmm...or perhaps just whisper. :)

I've been gargling salt water and hydrogen peroxide and listerine, sucking on Ricola lozenges, using both ice packs and the heating pad, and downing Vitamin C and Echinacea. Feeling like a hibernating bear by sleeping all weird hours in bed.

Finally, coming out of it. But, gotta say, I did do a lot of crafting during the week...made bags, bracelets, and other goodies. *cool*

*yawn* time to rest....yet, again!

November 10 , 2007
re-settling back in... Posted at 15:00 EST
after a long hiatus of letting myne Morna/AS persona stagnate. heck, those Meso's grab hold of ya and don't let go. must be the draw of the kash! *grin*

anyhows, gonna do a major re-design, join some Celtia groups, and further explore the Celtia hoods. I've got a request in for a district in Connacht for the Clan Morna. Not too easy to find anything historical on this clan. But, hopefully, we'll come up with something so I can build a side property there.

gonna try to get the basics of the design up tomorrow since I'm off from work. but gotta go in this evening and be the closer. *groan*

November 16 , 2003
continuous life... Posted at 21:01 EST
its not ambiguous
it be continous
its all about us
its for real man
the continuous life there is no end
movin' through life
movin' through death

my radio emits a signal form
a strange noise the kind of which
i've never heard before
i scan the dial for more stations
but all i get is an eerie feelin'
i'm not dreamin' this is the real dealin'
there's nothin like this trance
i'm caught in a daze
cuz i'm finally out of my body
the blue lights are ablaze
yeah i'm really amazed
and feelin' so light that's right
lift off and i'm into the sky
as if a hologram were created
to shift my conciousness
changed again and i'm flung
in the rift
i wanna be free i wanna do right
i move through the portal
to be purified

{excerpt from the Continuous Life}

~311~

"can you hear the void that i describe"

-----jammin' to 311------ *LOL*
November 14 , 2003
~the words of the nagual Posted at 21:59 EST
in honor of Grey Owl...and a turning that came and went upon the golden wheel...

"There is another Nagual law which states that the world will not go through changes it doesn't have to. Change is only possible because nothing changes. Patterns never change because the ray that is responsible for broken symmetry, hence unusual growth, is fixed in relationship to the last point of change. At each fracture, the cycle not only replicates in reverse from the point it was stopped at, but it also divides and those divisions seek their limits of expression within the boundary of the new asymmetrical space. In short, all things are predictable and place frames for change can be constructed."

"To see and understand beyond illusion is one thing. Living with it is altogether something else."

"For all that we are and all we believe and all we do, the simple secret of all creation is someone to talk to."

"Corresponding pieces of the puzzle can't change their shape except to break."

"Infinite potential exists only in a pure state and cannot be altered."

"Two people only space out and forget its new every time if it wasn't that new to begin with. Not an opinion, just astromechanics." (regarding sex *s*)

"Attention divided is half in each direction."

"Nothing exists without purpose."

"Actually I went through years of rigorous discipline to tame my ego. Now its a little chihuahua that says, yo quiero Taco Bell."

"Jobs, routines, random events, all feed off of us. We can't perceive this, because we're perceiving this. Then we go home and pick up the same threads, looking for a point of close in overlaying cycles. The daily world of work and home become little more than pit stops, a hill to be climbed to get to somewhere else."

"When I pressure the world to change, for all I know one day the bottom will drop out."

"You'd better not be a peyote hallucination or I'm going to be more than a little pissed."

"One of the definitions of Nagual, is, it vanishes and reappears."

"We all carry a piece of star around inside our body which is us and it yearns to be free and soar above the clouds, where it dissipates and dies merging once again with everything and becoming nothing."

November 10 , 2003
The Beloved Posted at 11:10 EST
Love is essentially self-communicative: those who do not have it catch it from those who have it…. No amount of rites, rituals, ceremonies, worship, meditation, penance and remembrance can produce love in themselves. None of these is necessarily a sign of love. On the contrary, those who sigh loudly and weep and wail have yet to experience love. Love sets on fire the one who finds it. At the same time it seals his lips so that no smoke comes out.

There is one being, the Universal Being. The existence of the finite is apparent or imaginary. You are infinite, You are everywhere. But you think you are the body and consider yourself limited. If you think you are the body, you do not know your true nature. If you would look within and experience your own self in its true nature, you would realize that you are infinite and beyond all creation.

Love becomes conscious infinite when the individual mind is transcended. Such love is rightly called Divine because it is characteristic of the God-state in which duality is overcome. Divine Love is unlimited in essence and expression because it is experienced by the soul through the soul itself. In the physical, subtle and mental spheres, the Lover is conscious of separation from the Beloved; but when these spheres are transcended, the Lover is conscious of unity with the Beloved. Divine Love is entirely free from the thralldom of desires and the limiting self. The lover has no being apart from the Beloved. He is the Beloved.

God as Infinite Love first delimits himself in the forms of creation and then recovers his infinity through the different stages of creation. All the stages of God’s experience as a Lover culminate in his experiencing himself as the sole Beloved. The sojourn of the soul is a divine romance in which the Lover, who in the beginning is conscious of emptiness, frustration, superficiality and the chains of bondage, attains an increasingly fuller expression of Love and finally merges into the unity of the Lover and the Beloved in the supreme and eternal Truth of God as Infinite Love.

~Meher Baba~

November 8 , 2003
skywatching... Posted at 20:43 EST
well, the clouds broke up enough for me to see the gorgeous lunar eclipse! I was afraid I wouldn't be able to see it all since its been raining here for hours. I love skywatching...then again, my nick means "stargazer". :)

There's a total solar eclipse on 11/23 but I won't be able to see it here from Florida since it will be going over Antarctica.

hmmm...in checking the schedule of upcoming eclipses it looks as if it will be quite a while till I see another total.

ah well, content enough with tonight's lovely sky show! :)
November 7 , 2003
The Four Agreements Posted at 21:40 EST
“Everything we do is based on agreements we have made—agreements with ourselves, with other people, with God, with life. But the most important agreements are the ones we make with ourselves. In these agreements we tell ourselves who we are, how to behave, what is possible, what is impossible. One single agreement is not such a problem, but we have many agreements that come from fear, deplete our energy, and diminish our self-worth.”

“In these agreements we tell ourselves who we are, how to behave, what is possible, what is impossible.”

In this powerful book that has remained on The New York Times Bestseller List for over two years, don Miguel reveals the source of self-limiting beliefs that rob us of joy and create needless suffering. When we are ready to change these agreements, there are four deceptively simple, yet powerful agreements that we can adopt as guiding principles. The Four Agreements offer a powerful code of conduct that can rapidly transform our lives to a new experience of freedom, true happiness, and love.

1. Be Impeccable With Your Word

Speak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love.

2. Don’t Take Anything Personally

Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.

3. Don’t Make Assumptions

Find the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings, sadness and drama. With just this one agreement, you can completely transform your life.

4. Always Do Your Best

Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are healthy as opposed to sick. Under any circumstance, simply do your best, and you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse and regret.

{http://www.miguelruiz.com}
November 5 , 2003
back to normal.... Posted at 07:02 EST
in my caer....with some new additions and aesthetic modifications. :)

goes off to get ready for work....training today for a new job.

turning upon the wheel in each moment....
November 3 , 2003
there are times... Posted at 20:59 EST
when life moves you...or pulls you...or pushes you. and you either go with it or get crushed in its forces.

when love moves you...or slams you...or fills you with utmost passion either you go with it or get crushed in its forces.

when the Light moves you...or brings you higher than you ever imagined...either you go with it or get lost in shadows.

ever the choice rides with us. ever that one instant is in our minds...most times we don't see the instant, aren't even aware of it.

open your eyes. open your mind. open your heart. open your soul.

such treasures and riches to be found....

even
in
one
small
instant.
the waters... Posted at 14:20 EST
and the memories fall upon me, cascading...the richness and utter beauty of the waters...

when you are a partner upon a boat you learn its moves, its sounds, its smells...you become intimate with it...and you move as one upon the waves

and when you are one the magic begins...for you hold the ropes in your hands and feel the water...your legs adapt and move with each motion, your eyes rise to the horizon and you scan all around you ~~ wide, open, aware, free, never taking anything for granted, respecting the power below and above you. the wind whips your hair and lays kisses of salt upon your eyelashes, each pore open to what it gives and you absorb it in and then come home smelling of its essence. and take joy in such a seemingly simple aroma.

the boat makes noises...talking to you...and you listen...for out there you always listen to everything...and the vastness causes you to listen within....and then you hear so much more, more than you ever expected.

the water makes sounds....speaking with you...and you listen...because it soothes and teaches and opens you further to what you already are in your heart and soul...sometimes surprising in what it brings you...and you smile all the time there because you're helpless before what is so grand and terrible and your own heart staring back at you.

the wind sings to you...each movement a caress...and you lean into it like a lover...you crave its next movement...you desire its song...because it lifts you out of yourself and brings you to heights where you can finally See....

ahhh...upon the waters at night....if the water gifts you stillness, then the boat only moves slightly...and the noises become sighs....and the salt ever lingers upon the air...and you sleep the most peaceful sleep.

but the waters can be a stern taskmaster....whipping into frenzies of power we cannot ere overcome...and we can only come to do our best...working with the boat as closely as a lover, working with the movements of water and wind....for there, upon the water, is ever its ally and enemy, the wind. and you struggle and burn...and you do your best...and pray that water and wind will be your salvation not your destruction. and if not the water, the sun...ah...from another direction comes such testing, such brightness.

dawn comes...and the sun comes over the horizon and you wake, sleepy still...but still in tune with the water and the boat...and the salt still stings your eyes..and you think of coffee and a hearty breakfast to keep you strong through the day. you brush back your hair, and eye the horizon, as ever watchful you should be. clouds scudding overhead, fish dancing below, raising anchor and moving onwards to your next desire.

you kiss the beloved, and ensure all is well...and you praise the heavens and the waters and the winds for one more night of survival upon such a place...and you talk to the boat and tell her she's been a lovely lady and would she carry us onwards....and so you move with the currents...

and your joy is so intense you can only smile over and over....and the wind kisses you with salt and the waves carry your joy unto the universe and the heavens above....

~~ Cail
soul ever upon the waters...under the sun and moon and stars, feeling the winds...one with the boat...
brushes her hair back and eyes the horizon....

9/8/02







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